Hello Love,
It has been a while since my last post. There have been few things I have been meaning to write about but I have been thinking a lot on whether it’s a good idea to do so. My last post was a bit spontaneous and part of me just hated it. Simply because I want to write beautiful things that can inspire others here, and not to ever bash about others. It was my own shortcoming and I would like to apologise if anyone was hurt in any ways.
This beautiful message was a gift for my birthday telling me why I even started writing again. I was using the notebook today and the words just made me cry. This guy has never stopped teaching me new things, even with his words from five months ago. It reminds me of how beautiful love is. No I am not only talking about love between a girl and a boy but love for all.
Often we are only thinking about ourselves. About what we think, about how we feels, about what we have and have not, etc. Often we forget to think about others. About what they are thinking, how they feel, about what they have and have not. The borderless world is suppose to make us loves more, loving everyone without border. But in the world where self love is too big, people stopped caring to love all. We tend to be selective in terms of the moments and the person who deserves our loves. Why can’t we just love them all at all time?
I am sure there are people out there who are just full of love. Maybe it’s you who are reading this. What I know for sure also is that I am personally struggling with this. Struggling to love all and always. To put others more than yourself. To have not a single hates towards others. To never feels that we are better than others. To never talk bad about other people. To at least try to understand that everyone is struggling and they might be wrong but it is not wrong for us to lend em some loves at their hard times, whether they realise it or not. To only hate the wrongdoings but never to judge the wrongdoers.
This morning, I took some time to reset my mind and looked at the tafseer of al-Fatihah, such beautiful first surah in the Quran. There are so much to learn from the surah itself to bring us back to our roots. From how loving and caring God is towards us to how powerful He is. Also how small we are as a servant that we own nothing and helpless. Hence why every single day we are praying for guidance because we all needed guidance and only Him can show us guidance. About how every each of us is imperfect and we have nothing to be too proud of. About how important for us to seek knowledge because we will never have enough and also how important to turn the knowledge into actions.
Naturally, we often looking for the end results. Maybe about who we will ended up with, how future will looks like and maybe what we will have at the end. But what important mostly is actually the path that we are taking. The road will forever be rocky but ultimately we want a good end, with those that He favours and not those He despises and not the one who lost.
I will never be good enough to give you the guidance, nor anybody else except God could. But I do want to have the best ending with all of you. Maybe we should start by having love in our heart and showing loves towards others. To always be mindful of others, to erase any negativity and just love. Sounds like a lovely world, isn’t it?
May His guidance be with us always.
Love,
Ayuyu.
AYUUKEJUU 